Yeah, things aren't going so great right now.
Josh just got fired (Josh is my fiance, who I am living with) after some shit went down that we thought was already talked about and ok. Obviously, it wasn't. Due to a throbbing headache, that would undoubtedly get ten times worse if I tried to explain it, I won't go into mush more detail.....Now I have one day to get a scarf for him, and a cowl for me, and hopefully warm hats crocheted up before we hit the town Monday to look for work. Yeah, my fingers are gonna hate me........
I feel like this is my fault. I should have looked harder for a job, I should have made stuff to sell, so on and so forth. Josh would smack me if he heard me talking like that, he hates it when I put myself down, but I truly feel it's my fault. I honestly could have tried harder, and I didn't. I could make excuses,  but what good would that do? I wouldn't learn. Hopefully the lesson will stick this time.